Being Cheated

When I been in university, I met someone who I like. After few month been classmate, I ask her to be my gf. I didn't expect she will accept me. One the first day itself, I felt so happy and anxious about the day. But it all goes wrong.

I invited her for lunch together but she say No as she need to accompany her roommate for lunch. Then I thought maybe she feel shy or whatever it mean. I didn't bother much on it. Then continue to the next day. I saw her keep on chatting with another guys. Of course who won't get jealous right?. Then as usual, I try to convince myself.

They are just friend, just normal and ordinary friend. Well, it all my expectation only. all I know is she actually didn't accept me from beginning. Just playing with me only.....